i am not even real anymore. i am just existing and not living. i am alive but i have never felt more dead. i lost myself, i don't know who i am. i don't know why i'm here. i don't know why i keep trying to be the perfect girl for all of the wrong guys. i will never be good enough. ever. the end.
i read today somewhere that the people who keep their sin concealed never prosper but those who confess it receive mercy.
so true. i am a living testimony of that.
It is true Sierra. So stop trying to be perfect. When you're mad, let the world know you're mad, even God. Don't pretend to be happy with God if you're mad at something that's happening in your life. If you question God in your head, you might as well just say it out loud, because He hears it anyone. People get angry with God, and trying to act like everything is ok, or people telling you that you have to understand and know everything about Him is the reason why people walk away from Him. You have to stop trying to be perfect, because you never will be. No one ever will be. God doesn't want a perfect person! He wants someone who lets Him KNOW that they are constantly making mistakes, because that just means that they are constantly needing Him! Oh, and just so you know, "you will never be happy here, because you're not meant to be happy here." This isn't your home... Remember that. It's biblical! =)
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